revenge

My body feels like it can't take it anymore. As my hands begin to tremble, I look outside at all the happy faces. Laughing on the outside crying on the inside.
Drowning in blood of misery
Tears gone dry, can’t cry anymore
All that lies is a hollow body, missing its soul.
The man that killed my brother has decided his Karma
Filled with so much hatred you better beware
Till the day I hear you screaming, revenge is at rest.

Hidden in this closet holds my ultimate secrets.
My ultimate secrets are hidden in this closet.
It’s too small to hold a foist.
It’s too big to hold a grape.
It’s healed together with tape.
If you look behind it you'll find a cape
I value these things with my life
Like a man who values his wife
If you really want to know what it is......
Look inside of me
you will find the key.

Here I am on the road, all on my own and it was all for you. There are too many problems and I can't deal with it anymore that’s why I’ve decided to run away! I feel so broken but I have to stay strong because if I don’t take care of myself who will. There’s no way in hell I’m going back home unless my mom stops drinking which I doubt would happen. Every time she drinks she becomes some sort of monster, yelling and always hitting me for no absolute reason. I have no life at school I’m a social outcast, no one really talks to me because my classes are in the special ed room (they call it the loser or retard room), and I  boy I embarrassed myself in front of the guy I REALLY like. His name is Aaron March he is the hottest senior at school. It all started when we were in gym class playing basketball, I lost my glasses, accidently threw the ball and hit Aaron in the face. At that moment I wish I could have hid my face. I don’t know when I’m going back but for now I just want to start all over again.