Wednesday, 23 May 2012

People who live in class houses shouldn’t....

People who live in class houses shouldn’t throw stones; they might shatter and break you bones.
People who live in class houses shouldn’t watch other people because other people are watching them.
Eyes watching like a hawk; watching to see you fall and mess up.
People who live in class houses shouldn’t only have two eyes; they should have at least three. Two in the front and one in the back of your head. That way you’re always watching your back, looking out for backstabbers. 
 People who live in class houses shouldn’t assume the worst in others because they might be looking in their own reflection.

Saturday, 12 May 2012

My biggest fear

It feels like I’m getting closer to my dreams.
So close you can almost taste it but its not as easy as it seems.
When you try your best but it’s not enough,
You fall and can’t get up.
Gasping for air, but your drowning inside. I want to be proud of me.
Sacrifices and distractions are obstacles that keep me from it.
One of the longest and hardest journeys that will take to conquer.
It's a bit scary but I refuse to take the easy way out.
I just hope one day it’s all worth it because I can’t live with itself if I cant be successful. My biggest fear is not being successful because success is my only option!

Friday, 20 April 2012

revenge

My body feels like it can't take it anymore. As my hands begin to tremble, I look outside at all the happy faces. Laughing on the outside crying on the inside.
Drowning in blood of misery
Tears gone dry, can’t cry anymore
All that lies is a hollow body, missing its soul.
The man that killed my brother has decided his Karma
Filled with so much hatred you better beware
Till the day I hear you screaming, revenge is at rest.

Thursday, 12 April 2012

Hidden in this closet holds my ultimate secrets.
My ultimate secrets are hidden in this closet.
It’s too small to hold a foist.
It’s too big to hold a grape.
It’s healed together with tape.
If you look behind it you'll find a cape
I value these things with my life
Like a man who values his wife
If you really want to know what it is......
Look inside of me
you will find the key.

Friday, 30 March 2012

Here I am on the road, all on my own and it was all for you. There are too many problems and I can't deal with it anymore that’s why I’ve decided to run away! I feel so broken but I have to stay strong because if I don’t take care of myself who will. There’s no way in hell I’m going back home unless my mom stops drinking which I doubt would happen. Every time she drinks she becomes some sort of monster, yelling and always hitting me for no absolute reason. I have no life at school I’m a social outcast, no one really talks to me because my classes are in the special ed room (they call it the loser or retard room), and I  boy I embarrassed myself in front of the guy I REALLY like. His name is Aaron March he is the hottest senior at school. It all started when we were in gym class playing basketball, I lost my glasses, accidently threw the ball and hit Aaron in the face. At that moment I wish I could have hid my face. I don’t know when I’m going back but for now I just want to start all over again.