Here I am on the road, all on my own and it was all for you. There are too many problems and I can't deal with it anymore that’s why I’ve decided to run away! I feel so broken but I have to stay strong because if I don’t take care of myself who will. There’s no way in hell I’m going back home unless my mom stops drinking which I doubt would happen. Every time she drinks she becomes some sort of monster, yelling and always hitting me for no absolute reason. I have no life at school I’m a social outcast, no one really talks to me because my classes are in the special ed room (they call it the loser or retard room), and I  boy I embarrassed myself in front of the guy I REALLY like. His name is Aaron March he is the hottest senior at school. It all started when we were in gym class playing basketball, I lost my glasses, accidently threw the ball and hit Aaron in the face. At that moment I wish I could have hid my face. I don’t know when I’m going back but for now I just want to start all over again.